Seriously...

Why am I always talking about guys? I'm not with anyone right now, I don't want to be with anyone...Why there's always a guy fucking with my head???? I'm upset.

I have so much stuff going on right now with my life, and none of them involve anyone but ME...

Besides I feel WAY too fat to think to be with anyone, and this time I feel really bad about it for reals... I wish I had more time to take care of myself...

I wonder what my parents would think if they read my blog? I hope they never do...