Friday, January 28, 2011

What to do, what to do....?

I see all the new blogs and they all look so cool and so bright lol, but I'm scared of starting to deal with that, hehehe I think I'll leave mine "vintage" and old school... Or is it too dark and too pink? Change template or not? That's the dilemma...

So, long story short...

I started writing my previous post "November craziness" it was so long cuz so many things happened that month that ay ay ay... So I never finished it or wrote the main idea... I started writing it because that month I "met" like 4 new people. In my mind that was the first time that I have seen them but all of them told me "Oh I see you almost everyday, and you always do this and blah blah blah" "I met you already in the first school meeting..." and I was sooo shock cuz I really didn't have them or their faces anywhere in my head, seriously for me it was the first time I've seen them in my life... And that has happened to me before that some people know a lot of stuff about me and I don't even know they exist, until one day they talk to me and tell me...

I know that I'm in the moon a lot, in my own little world, and I miss a lot of stuff going on around me, but I didn't mind cuz "eyes that don't see, heart that doesn't feel..." but this time I felt so bad because this people are awesome! In my mind I was "Wooooooow! This person is so cool, how could I've missed that?" I could have been sharing and having fun with this person a long time ago... I always hear "Oh I didn't talk to you before because you seem uptight... But obviously you are not" and I'm like "Duhhh" I still have to discover why I seem like and uptight person from the outside... Hello! I'm like the coolest thing in the world! ;-P